Some Christians, despite the odds, have been able to realize they have been wasting their entire lives believing in bullshit.

There are a lot of ex-Christians out there. They threw out the bullshit.

At this website https://lutherwasnotbornagaincom.wordpress.com/ an ex-Christian wrote this:

"And I will give you this piece of advice: If your faith is more important to you than knowing the truth, don’t read one more sentence of this blog or that of any other ex-Christian blog. But if the truth—the real truth no matter how cold, ugly, and painful it may be—matters more to you than the comfort and security of your faith, step out of the Christian “bubble” and explore the criticisms of your Christian belief system. Find out why there are so many ex-Christians, of all denominations, who believe that the Christian belief system is based primarily on assumptions, hearsay, superstitions, and wishful thinking. There is scant evidence to support the fantastical supernatural claims of this ancient religion."

He still has an insanity problem. He is an agnostic instead of a normal person.